My life was mark after the lost of my 14 years old daughter.
It's a wound that won't scar off, that I'll fee forever, alive and blooding.
I still can't believe that I lost my daughter; it was March 27, 2005
A day in which everybody was celebrating a happy Easter, it turned in the worse da
My life was mark after the lost of my 14 years old daughter.
It's a wound that won't scar off, that I'll fee forever, alive and blooding.
I still can't believe that I lost my daughter; it was March 27, 2005
A day in which everybody was celebrating a happy Easter, it turned in the worse day of my life.
It was a beautiful day, I woke up early because I wanted to go to church earlier than usual
because that day churches get fuller than regular days.
I went to her room and asked her to go with us because it was going to be the last day
that my godparents would be with us since they were on vacation and were going back home next day.
She agreed, something unusual on her was that she came down all dress up,
her hair combed down and she looked pretty, much more pretty, she looked beautiful.
I couldn't resist taking pictures of her, she looked amazing.
As follows, these are the painfully memories:
I was at my bathroom when she showed up for her make up; we used to do that so many times together,
her best friend called since a few days before she invited her to spend a day at a friend's house.
It was one of those mansions with a water canal behind, besides,
they were going for an egg hunting full of money. She asked for permission,
and even that I felt that she should go to church with us,
I thought that it was an opportunity for her to be in a mansion, hunting for eggs full of money,
that perhaps it won't repeat it ever. With her unique sweet smile she told me that if
I wanted her to go to church with us, she'll do it, without knowing that I was sending her to the death;
I told her that if her father allows her to go,
I would agree only if she promise me to go to church next Sunday; her father agreed.
She was so happy, I gave her a cross kiss, she did the same to me, gave her a kiss in her shin,
she did the same to me, gave her a kiss in her forehead, she did the same to me,
gave her a kiss in her eyes, she did the same to me.
I was in such a hurry that I don't remember if I said Goodbye; I didn't see her alive again.
After the church, we went for dinner and then on the way to a friend's house,
my daughter called to talk to her daddy and told him that she won thirteen dollars
and that she will give it to him to be deposit in her bank account, I didn't talk to her at the time,
it was around 3:30 pm, more or less. At 4:42 I thought about her, and called to her cellular,
she didn't answer but I didn't leave a message but I dialed again,
later on we received a call from the hospital saying that she had an accident,
didn't gave us any details and we were at about an hour distance from there.
I prayed and asked God to keep my daughter alive. We thought it was a car accident
but when we got into the hospital, they brought us to a room where they told us the terrible news,
that they couldn't do anything for our princess.
She and her friend were driving a jet ski and this guy in a rapid boat didn't see them, and run over them.
My daughter died instantly, Samantha, her friend, was badly injured,
she spent almost a month at the hospital, thanks God she's well now,
even that she still have some scars and the memories of her dead friend that won't go away.
I wished that my daughter would be alive, even in a vegetable condition,
but alive so I could kiss her, hug her, talk to her, but God had other plans,
didn't give me that blessing. Samantha keep on visiting me, as other best friends,
we talk about the things that made Jaysell so special.
I lost the light of my eyes, the happiness of my home, the chain is broke,
and it will be the same until the day that we'll be together again, close to my princess,
my Angel of Love.
For my Princess:
I love you so much, that there's no more room in my heart for more,
I miss you so much, that I couldn't take you away from my mind,
I need you so much, that I don't want to live without you.
